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Word of the Day:蹂躙

じゅうりん・to trample, ravage, violate (often used for lands, rights, or dignity)

By Kayla McIntoshPublished about 11 hours ago 3 min read
Word of the Day:蹂躙
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Anyway, I am sort of burning two ends of the candle right now as I am debating transfering my blog to another site, but I also like to write while I am working since I get lonely.

I need to sort videos and this is kind of leaving me a bit bewildered as, there is a large overlap with things.

But either way i can ignore instagram for now.

I have buy a microphone on my list but I haven't done the proper research for that...

Also since I mostly record youtube videos from my phone I don't feel that is necessary. Maybe for Twitch but not Youtube.

That's ok, that is what pushes are for.

I also don't know why I have getting hair dyed on youtube. I guess just a subtle reminder to myself to take care of how I look.

It is the weekend now so I guess I can only just send a message to some places.

Well I am glad they answered on the weekend.

I don't know what to do with Youtube Paper project, to be honest. It isn't that I can't do some of the tasks. It is that I didn't create enough tasks for it.

So even a push makes no sense because, there is nothing to push. I guess I should just explore the account in general because I don't think I am using it to its full capacity.

Well, let's take a look at the benefits:

I think I am paying from the Playstore now instead of my phone. Which I am happy about because i get free points on there that could sort of translate to a decrease in payments there.

But I got to confirm I am not paying for 2 accounts.

I am waiting to hear back from my "Dates" about business advice and how to manage Github.

Like I mean, if I am going to have sex, I would just choose someone hot, right?

I've been with plenty of himbos.

Actually half of those himbos were incredibly smart so, I don't think that even counts.

I am almost done paying off my phone too so that is nice, 30 extra bucks a month in my pocket.

Plus I also quit using Doordash so... I mean that isn't very much anyway, I had the reduced payment plan, but once I learned grubhub was included in the prime account, I was like... there is no point.

I do pay more in fees actually, like somehow it is actually more money but. I mean I don't have to worry about the monthly fee in case I decide I want to hoof it to an actual grocery store or restaurant myself so, it is easier to manage.

So, I mainly pay for Youtube premium to avoid the adverts. That is basically the only reason. Also to allow for darkscreen play. so when I put my phone in my pocket, it won't stop whatever I am listening to.

Also now that I am paying on Play store, that will be more beneficial too. I used to use those credits on games, but now I can just reduce my Youtube subscription.

Anyway, this is going pretty good but the downside right now is that I am so busy i am using my TODO as my budget planner, which it was only supposed to be for daily purchases, not recording subscriptions and the like. It is a bit annoying. I might be able to go over this monday while waiting, but I will have to see.

It is getting hotter lately so I will need to figure out what I am going to wear.

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Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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