Word of the Day:逡巡

Well, we'll see if they hop on board. I do have a lot of things I need to do before my Patreon looks legit for Commissions, but I also need to do a lot for my own project.

It is barely 8pm and I finally feel like a DJ.

The whole day was fucked up until now. I mean I am still very tired but I am just trying to make sure to use up all my time. Also I will be able to relax tomorrow. My TODOs are almost done for the 31st.

Tabitha did damage to my Paper Projects with her stupid fucking texts.

She will get her car towed eventually.

Like during the day, there is always the chance. But at night, most people don't come knocking at your door.

Obviously there is always a chance, but not usually.

I guess I have to start ordering food right when I get up.

I sort of was trying to get ready for the appointment while doing that and it didn't work out well so, it was stupid.

Plus there was nothing she'd help me with so it was like, just fuck off then you dirty bint.

Well, I have no idea what to do with this Amazon PP. I need to shelf it.

Yea so I have to work more just to have some of this shit make sense.

I wanted to plan out more things but, they just ate up my time for no reason.

I have to keep it all in Queue now, because Paper Projects were fucked up with.

I am so annoyed.

Even my groceries were fucked with, which is annoying. I already crossed them off on a paper that I threw away because I thought it was complete already but now I have to use another paper just doing the same damn thing.

So I am probably going to work throughout the night now.

I am just writing right now because my stomach hurts too much to do much else. I am eating pasta just to see if that will help. I will eat an antiacid soon but, I think I just need to fluff my stomach with some empty carbs.

Hopefully the weather will be better tomorrow. We had off and on showers today so. I didn't want to walk long distances on foot.

I know the hackers still watch my shit. Go ahead. Move the fucking mouse.

Move it. You enjoy that, right? Move the mouse.

I know that this anger I have isn't all mine. I just realized this. Yes, I was upset, but I wasn't this upset. I think part of this is me vibing off of someone else. I just realized that right now.

I am tired though, so I can't really like catch that sort of thing right away when I am lacking sleep.

I should've bought ice cream, but I was worried it would melt outside if I didn't pick up my groceries in time. I did buy juice though.

I just woke up. I literally passed out on the bed and didn't remember my dream at all.

Luckily I have spare dreams in my files:

I dreamt that my aunt and uncle were more active for some reason and were helping me out. I was angry about something. Papa pulled out a seat for mom, he was frustrated.

Well I am sorry Papa, I don't want to work in this town because it would mean I would be stuck here. I want to be a digital nomad.

I need to travel otherwise there will be no point in living.