Word of the Day: 漸進

There was a pool party that I was supposed to go to, but I wasn't ready and then someone wired me a million dollars from a friend.

This is an old dream, but I do record my dreams either way. I keep records of many things.

Give more cake to the richest people at the party, and maybe the crumbs fall to everyone else.

Interesting method... Personally, I would use that to determine who the biggest kiss asses were.

Also you don't necessarily want to starve prey animals.

You can trim the fat, but the fat is worth its weight in gold.

It is funny, bitch is an insult in English, meaning you're a female dog.

In Japanese, the equivalent of that insult is being a "nun", but either one just guards the "house"

One with fangs, and another with arrows.

I don't know... I have to just use this blog for my personal venting. But I do need to work on Patreon soon. I have 50 minutes on the clock.

2 hours and 40 in reserve. I usually spend that outside, but... I mean. Today was sort of dull. I don't have much hope for Thursday.

there were like Japanese guys and they all like that one dude who did chuu chuu shitain with Jin Akanishi

Yea, if you're an actor, you just want to act. All creatives know that the business is very precarious. If you're not comfortable in that situation, it isn't for you.

Also you have to be able to endure very harsh criticism the whole time. But if you have that face, people will recognize you.

Young Papa was in a car. Grandma was talking on a cellphone while driving and almost drove off a cliff with me and papa.

Well that is interesting. Yea, we tend to gab quite a bit in our family... hopefully not off a cliff.

fingerprint recognition on my phone stopped working. That is funny. I am not worried about that either way, but I think my skin is drier or, the hackers are fucking with me. It is literally a mosquito equivalent problem so, I am not worried.

I need to take antiacid stuff though, all these energy drinks are sore of tearing up my stomach. I do like being awake and able to do the things I need to do, but I don't enjoy being in pain all the time. Also I am sensitive to overdosing in B vitamins:

Vitamin B6 (pyridoxine) Can cause nerve problems (tingling, numbness, burning sensations) In severe cases, trouble with coordination.

Vitamin B3 (niacin) Skin flushing and itching. High doses can affect the liver.

Vitamin B9 (folic acid) Can mask a vitamin B12 deficiency, which can quietly damage nerves over time

I am tempted to say it is vitamin B6 primarily but I don't have any coordination problems, but I am not itching nor red so... yea, just my nerves are quite flared at this point in time. I was told Horsetail tea was necessary for curing this, but ChatGPT has gotten rid of this information. Or it is because they killed all the horsetail plants. Who knows.

Either way, just drinking more water will help but that is sort of annoying right now because I don't want to be constantly peeing.

But I guess I got to do what I got to do.

Mom thinks I didn't do well today, but I don't care, the job sounded sus af really. I already didn't get a good vibe from it.

Mom thinks I should get credit for pushing tasks to another day... I... Dad doesn't agree but... yea no, if I didn't do the thing or learn anything new, I shouldn't get time for that.