Me and him

I ran down the red carpet and I saw him, as they was taking his picture I knew he was the perfect person for the role so I acted as if I knew him, as I got in the picture the man asked what I was doing and who I was ?, and I said that if he acted as if he knew me, I would do anything he wanted.

And he said okay, then all of a sudden he went in for a kiss, (he’s seen Lexi around before, she looks exactly like his ex fiancé who died giving birth to his kid) .

As they went inside the building Lexi walked away from mike and he caught up to her and asked, what are you doing, he said as I replied back, am walking, he said what about my favor?.

I said what about your favor you already used it, as I tried to walk away from mike he said no he didn’t, I replied yes, you did ‘you kissed me remember’ he replied that wasn’t it.

As I let out a sigh giving up, I said what do you want then?, he said I want you to be my girlfriend, I said are you okay, did you hit your head because we just met, he said yes, am okay also we already kissed in front of everybody they are gonna ask questions if we aren’t dating.

I thought he was crazy so I tried to run away unluckily he catched up to me and holded onto my hand and said you are the one who said I could have anything I want as long as “I acted as if I knew you” and I did.

DAYS LATER :

Do I have to stay with you in your house I said, he said yes you have to it’s not an option.

ALONG THE YEARS: they fell in love, got married , he has two kids twins from when he was 17 (their mother died giving birth to his kids)

Months later they got married and then came along the troubles. She woke up that morning and took a pregnancy test which ended up to be negative (meaning she wasn’t pregnant)

As I found out the answer from the test I cried in the bathroom for some seconds and then cleaned up and went to the room told him the news and he said isn’t that good news ? I replied No, and said am gonna go get some stuff at the store and then left.

As she got home she wiped her eyes in the car and got the groceries bag and locked the car then smiled, little did she know what her husband had planned for her.

As she walked into the house fake smiling, She walked into a party planned by her husband because She wasn’t pregnant instead of it being for her birthday, instead of running out crying She kept it together standing there like a fool, smiling.

He came towards me and said surprise! And I said still smiling,is this for my birthday and he said, what I mean yes, yeah it is happy birthday, as I turned my eyes and saw the banner saying happy not being pregnant, i said oh sadly, still smiling, I said am gonna put this in the kitchen.

As she walked away, the twins walked toward their father and said why would you do this, you know how much she wanted a baby, he said am gonna go talk to her and explain, Beth (his daughter, one of the twin ) said don’t bother am gonna go talk to her myself, Liam (his son, the other twin) said wow! Your awful, then he walked away.

As Beth made her way towards me I saw the private cabinet, the one that’s always locked, the one mike told us to never go into, for the first time I saw the cabinet without , so my curiosity got the best of me, so I opened it and what I found in there shocked me and made me scared.

In there was a bunch of birth control pills, as Beth walked in calling me mom, mom I wasn’t able to hear her I just stood there shocked with the birth control pills in my hand,Beth tapped me and said mom why is dad private cabinet opened and I said I found this in your fathers cabinet.

Mike walked towards the kitchen to eavesdrop and see what was going on and saw that he left his cabinet unlocked and was scared of what was going to happen.

Beth said, those pills look familiar, I replied what do you mean? she said I’ve seen dad put those in ur foods and drinks before, wait do you think that’s why you are not getting pregnant?, I replied what no he wouldn’t do that to me, he knows how much I want a baby.

Lexi saw the evidence with both her eyes but chose to deny it and not believe it because she had abandonment issues and didn’t want him to leave her, so she denied it and chose to forget, Beth said am pretty sure that’s why you are not able to get pregnant.

I said, that’s not possible baby girl because we went to the doctor he said that I just wasn’t able to give birth, Beth replied saying that her father was not to be trusted because the doctor was the family’s private doctor, and the doctor may have been lying because he works for her father, I replied saying it’s not possible your father is a good man he wouldn’t do that to me he knows how much I want a baby.

As she went upstairs Beth left boiling mad because her father always gets away with everything and she was sick of it, she walked away from the cabinet as her father was to locking up the cabinet she came back and saw what he was doing and threatened him saying that if he doesn’t tell lexi the truth by tonight that she would convince her brother and tell the whole world how he abandoned them as baby and ruin his career and everything he has.

After he got threatened he shut down the party, went out and came back during the evening and then he went upstairs to talk to Lexi, knowing about her abandonment issues, he told her everything and used it against her, so as usual she didn’t do anything but smiled and kept it all inside .

He said, we have to break up because you want a baby and I can’t give you that, I said No! We don’t have to break up I don’t need the baby, I can just take the birth control pills, as long as I have you I said smiling, while in my mind screaming, wanting to kill him for everything he did.

After the talk he noticed how she is always wearing long tops that covered her hand even when it’s hot at night, so that night she was sleeping, he woke up and saw her sweating so he took off her top and then saw her hand all the marks on her arms from her cutting her self.

He woke her up and screamed at her why!

As I woke up to a screaming and mad husband, I said what, feeling a cold wind on my arm, trying to cover up I noticed that my top wasn’t on me and that my arm was out, I got scared, and asked why did you take my top off, he said why is there knife wound all over your hand, I said nothing, he said are you cutting yourself ….. he said answer me, I got scared and broke down and said that I didn’t mean to that it was an accident.

He replied, why are you lying to me, tell me the truth and I said that am sorry I just couldn’t resist, it’s just whenever I cut myself I feel relieved I can’t describe the feeling but it’s just weird, am so sorry i won’t do it again please don’t leave me.

He was mad but there was nothing he could do other than to help her to stop hurting herself.

He said okay just don’t ever do it again.

Days later she forgot to take her daily birth control pills and got pregnant not knowing that she was pregnant the next day before she could take the birth control pills she threw up in the restroom, her husband looking at her knew the drill he went to the store and got a test and gave it to her and watched her the whole time and the test came back positive.

She was happy but her husband wasn’t little did she know that, that happiness would soon turn to sadness.

It is positive I said as I jumped up and down happy, and he replied we are getting rid of it, I said what, why!, I don’t want to, am finally pregnant and you want me to get rid of it, he replied LOOK I TOLD YOU LAST WEEK AND YOU AGREED THAT YOU ARE WILL STAY WOTH ME EVEN THOUGH I DON’T WANT KIDS AND ALSO HOW COULD FORGET TO TAKE THE PIL.

I said scared I didn’t mean to I was just, he cut me off saying YOU WAS JUST WHAT, I said um I didn’t meant to, I… I…. I…….. wasn’t trying to do anything, I just forgot am sorry, he replied saying if you are really sorry you are gonna get in that car with me and go to the doctor and get rid of it or else we are done.

Beth eavesdropping in the next room heard everything he said to her so she got furious, not being able to do anything she left the house mad.

I said okay………. Just give me a second I will go get changed, as she was changing she was scared, furious, and also sad at the same time, after she got done she got into the car with him holding onto her stomach sadly, she had no choice but to get rid of it because of her issue.

She felt sad, like she was stuck.

Babe …. I said feeling sad trying to hold him as he was driving, he said don’t touch me, I said, am really sorry I didn’t mean for this to happen, he said well it did happens so just stop taking and leave me alone.

After he said that she felt alone in the world, she felt like dying, because she it was either something lose her husband or her baby either way she lose both so she felt alone in the world.

She feel asleep soon holding on to her stomach, the doctors office was an hour away from their house so after they got there he didn’t wake her up, he opened the her side of the door where she laid her head on , she woke up after she was about to fall.

I got out feeling a lot of pain come at me all together as I enter the doctors office and sat down as I tapped on my leg nervously I couldn’t hear or see a thing it was all pitch black.

Little did she know what bad thing was gonna happen.

As I went into the room where it was all gonna happen I felt like crying but I couldn’t I don’t know why it all just froze as I lied down all I heard was this high pitch noise as it all got pitch black.

Then The next thing I knew I woke up in a room and my husband came to get me and we left and as soon as I got into the car I felt a strange sharp pain in the stomach and felt off, as I told my husband he told me it was nothing to sleep it off and i did ignoring it.

When we got home Beth was there she asked if I was actually pregnant and I replied saying where did she hear that from Beth said she overheard when we was talking, and I said that I wasn’t that it was just a mistake, as I was saying that I felt a sharp pain in my stomach and after feeling that I told him what happened and that I feel off and he said to sleep it off and I did.

During the evening Beth went to see their family doctor asking what happened and what he did to her so the doctor explained to her and everything and she got mad and went back home to tell Lexi.

As soon as I woke up I felt a sharp pain, and I Ignored it and went downstairs and there was Beth she said she wanted to talk to me and she told me everything I got so furious at what my husband did to me without telling or asking me.

Instead of me holding in my feelings like usual I just got mad because this was the worstest thing he ever did to me, I mean he did it to my body with out informing I got so mad and frustrated that I went to talk to him.

I went upstairs, to our room and saw that he was taking his bath, and there it was his phone ringing, the noise was so annoying it just made me pick up his phone hanged up the phone and there it was right there I couldn’t possibly deny it.

As he got out of the restroom and got dressed and everything, I went to talk to him and said you knew about my issue and you chose to use it against me, I said crying.

You knew that I wasn’t gonna leave, you knew I was gonna chose you over everything that’s why you made me chose , you looked me up and everything, he said what are you talking about, I replied don’t play dumb with me I saw the messages on your phone and also you tyied my tubes without my knowing.

Why would you do that, you know how much I want a baby

Why would you do that to me I said breaking down, as I started crying I felt a sharp pain like the last two times but this time way worst, I felt like I was dying, as that pain became worse I could t hear anything everything was qiuet and everything turned black as I hit the floor.

When I woke up it was in the hospital, turned out that the doctor wasn’t able to tie my tube because he needed me also to sign something so instead of tying my tube he gave me a illegal shot which the doctor said destroyed my stomach so I was never ever able to give birth again when I heard that from the doctor everything just fell apart.

That day was when I stopped everything I went completely crazy, I broke down completely I couldn’t hear, I couldn’t move I was shocked, I mean after I was finally able to move I got checked out of the hospital and went home throughout the week I could talk, eat, or do anything, so after two weeks of breaking down, crying , drinking alcohol, ping everything to get rid of the pain that’s when it happened.

The doctor called and said that they mixed up the test, that what actually happened was that the doctor wasn’t able to tie my tubes without my permission so he lied to my husband and gave me an injection to just make my stomach hurts.

I was so happy that I realized what messed the house was so I made food cleaned the whole house bought some gifts I was si happy until I was going through my husband office closet and saw something that me scared.

I brought out the box just the name on it almost made me faint, written on the box was Lisa, that name the thing that made scared and terrified me throughout my whole childhood at first I wa scared then I realized it couldn’t be that it wasn’t possible, that it just can’t be possible.

As I opened the box there it was the evidence, the picture I got so scared, tears fell from my eye as I stare in horror that person in the picture was familiar, even after her death she still found a way to get to me, to terrify me, i bet in her grave she’s smiling at how she got me.

As i as holding into the picture my husband came in and screamed at me saying WHY DO YOU HAVE THAT, I got scared.

Beth and liam heard him screaming and ran to his office to see what was going on, as they got there they saw what I holding onto and they was shock

He said why are you snooping around here and he snag the box away from me, and said why can’t you be more like Lisa and know your place.

That sentence reminded me of everything, it brought everything back and I said because am not Lisa the one who always get everything, and he said what am I talking about and I replied is this why you got married to me because I looked like Lisa, and is that why you call me Lisa during the night because I look like her.

He replied stop talking about her like you know her, and I said I do know her she was my twin sister the one everybody liked and was perfect, the one my father and stepmother always wanted me to be like, the one reason why I hate my face so much I just wanna rip it off, the one who torture me through out my childhood, the one who got me sent out of the house at 10 years old, yes yeah I know her.

He said shocked I had no idea you knew my ex fiancé and I said so she’s the one I thought it was a different Lisa but no it’s always her, (I said to myself why), then I replied no no no, I must be having a nightmare this can’t be happening.

DAYS LATER: I can’t believe you only married me because of my horrible dead twin sister, my life just keeps getting worse and worse, wait is I just realized this but why haven’t I ever met any of your family He said because they are always busy, I replied no come to think of it they didn’t Also show up at the wedding,forget about that so let me get this right my sister dies and I just take her place after everything I did to get away from her she just comes right back and ruin my life

Lexi has no idea what’s gonna happen next, how her father is gonna come back and ruin her life way worse, and also how she’s gonna learn that she’s pregnant for her husband who doesn’t like her for her but only like that she looks like her dead sister, his ex fiancé

THIS IS THE ENDING