Word of the Day: 放射性

I am sort of glad I didn't go outside, when I looked out the window it was sort of like after-rain setting so, I doubt I would've even been able to do the things I wanted to do.

Surprisingly, I did the correct thing without even knowing it. Nice.

I do still need to return to my todo list so, that is sort of annoying. i think I am going to do that after I eat though, I need a proper breakfast and then make some tea.

The rain does make me worry that it won't clear up by tomorrow.

I do feel a lot aoi?

aoi? green? blue? That was a weird channeling.

Oh yea, i forgot to put this on my todo list. I have a bunch of other things but I think I want this journal entry to actually count for something.

oh god, the coconut shrimp is like the best thing I ordered.

I feel like so many things are messed up lately, I need to look at my scheduler. It is like I haven't watched the weather channel/news in a while and I need to get a wider update rather than the consciousness of the planet.

I am not too worried right now either way. This is my day off today. Oh yea, it is Saturday. I thought it was Sunday for some reason. I guess it is because I fell asleep so I just assumed I slept through the day.

Yea, Monday is going to be the day.

the whip cream is also sublime but I wish i had milk.

I have tea so, I think that is ok.

Maybe I need to stop being so shy. But I feel like, really bruised from everything that happened and my energy, not like from food but mood energy, is very low.

I did manage to upload a few things to youtube which makes me feel a bit better about things, but that is just 20 minutes.

This whole weekend was just a bunch of sleeping. I mean, I guess my body sort of needed to chill down since being hacked, arguing with the shcool, and trying to do homework or things relevant to my classes and also house work.

It has been really busy.

I kind of get why my mom just talked a lot to people. I mean, she wasn't being recorded but she was being followed most likely. I mean, someone in the area would've told someone she knew, and so on and so on.

I just sort of do it more online or, through writing. I guess I should try being more vocal but, knowing that makes you, unhappy.

Venus Square Uranus today. Basically " An abundance of surprises "

Yea, looking at the 10th it feels so bad. I don't want to be overly anything.

I definitely need to get in contact with someone at the school tomorrow.

I am trying to figure out how to leave here so, I am at a lost what to do after tomorrow.

I would have to talk to Katie.

Eres nada.

Hmm.. ok. Yea, Oh Victor...

Oh wow, I haven't wrote on this story for a few weeks now, it is funnyu that Victor actually started posting on Youtube again today after reading this. That is a funny coincidence.

Mm.. I am wasting time either way right now. If I am honest with what I say about this being more of a cathartic thing more than anything, at this point in time, it is just to waste time so after I submit this one, I need to get ready.